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2005 January
| getting blogged down |
| 01.31.05 (4:08 pm) |
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Keeping up with my own thought is hard sometimes. I have never found enough time in the day or the night. I often had this stupid crazy idea that i could use some time in prison so that i can get some reading and writing done. |
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| a love story blog |
| 01.29.05 (9:52 am) |
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All through my youth(i am not old but no longer really that young) i was convinced that i woul dnever find "love". I was fairly certain that love was a load of bullshit that was made up by people who didn`t like going to the movies on their own. One day i met Nikki and my story changed big time. We met in a place where lonely bullies would try and feel superior to the world by being vile to other people with sometimes similar esteem issues. It was all about how they dealt with it. We are all a mess but some of us are trying to tidy ourselves up. We finally met in person at Gatwick airport. A very weird experience it is to meet a person you have spoken to for hours at a time and over a period of months. You have seen pictures and even spoken on the phone. Now is the moment of truth. Are they even real? Well Nikki turned out to be real and even better in person. She had been on a plane for 9 hours but she was beautiful. The question of course was whether she would feel the same about me. Fortunately Nikki turned into the best part of my life. She made me suddenly do all those things that used to make my skin crawl. You know the arguments about who loves who more? ha sickening but i had no free will. She makes me laugh and she makes me happy. She gives me a reason to get out of bed and a reason to keep trying. She is my world. I enjoy just being around her. I love strolling around the supermarket with her. If i ever lose Nikki i will probably die. |
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| Darling Nikki |
| 01.28.05 (7:17 am) |
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Nikki is the woman i love and she will always be in my heart. I need her like you wouldn`t believe. She is my everything. I love her forever. I hope we beat this together. |
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| waiting |
| 01.27.05 (12:44 pm) |
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I am waiting on my girl. I am waiting for news of something. I am worried. The unknown is very tough. A while ago the pieces of my puzzle were all falling into place. I was one by one getting everything i ever dreamed of. Then i had some news which could mean somebody had just smacked the board underneath the puzzle and sent all the pieces flying into the air. I know i am still in love and i know we will overcome whatever the world has to throw but i just worry about this thing that i will not speak about because it is private. Rest assured i am in love and we are perfect for each other. I hope we can find a way to be together soon. |
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| the Legend of Bilbo Bloggins |
| 01.26.05 (1:32 pm) |
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I have had a hard week. I have had a hard day. I have had a hard life. i have nothing more to say. |
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| my lover lives across the ocean |
| 01.24.05 (11:12 am) |
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I love Nikki and i need to be there in GA asap. I love her and miss her and i am getting all mushy now. sorry. |
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| Are the Bush family into metal or Satan? |
| 01.22.05 (11:49 am) |
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Skull and Bones and Bohemian Grove aswell as the obvious devilish wars etc. I have not heard of Bush being a metal fan. Well? [image]yabasta_37941086.jpg[/image] [image]yabasta_1092353713 .jpg[/image] |
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| The illuminati |
| 01.21.05 (9:24 am) |
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I have been reading up on the illuminati for some time now. There are lots of pieces to this puzzle and so far i have some edges done an perhaps some from the middle. I have groups of pieces and putting them together might well be possible. Remember that these people are scary even if they are not all in it together. Incidentally i am not entirely sure if the musical people are in on it all. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2005/ 210105devilhand.htm" title="http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2005/ 210105devilhand.htm" target="_blank"http://www.prisonplanet.com/a... |
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| why do the Bush family need to wear surgical gloves to touch George? |
| 01.20.05 (11:28 am) |
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| they can`t stand freedom those evildoers. |
| 01.20.05 (10:22 am) |
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This is why people protesting the president were being removed. The greatest trick the president ever pulled was convincing anybody that he was "good". [image]yabasta_1035683895 .jpg[/image] |
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| Blitzkrieg Blog and Google Bots |
| 01.18.05 (10:47 am) |
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Well i am sure somebody has done such a terrible pun before but i liked it and so i went with the urge to use it. Then i thought i should have a little more than just a title. I sat and wondered what else i could add. I was thinking hard when i just wondered what would happen of you did an image search on google and used "google" as your word to search. Well this was interesting. The first picture was a google search page which linked me to http://www.sethf.com/anticensorware/genera l/google-censorship.php" title="http://www.sethf.com/anticensorware/genera l/google-censorship.php" target="_blank"http://www.sethf.com/anticens... |
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| The Falcon and The Snowman |
| 01.17.05 (7:48 pm) |
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[image]yabasta_277684978.jpg[/image] Excellent movie. The real Falcon. [image]yabasta_1099575465 .jpg[/image] |
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| Insomnia blog number 2 |
| 01.17.05 (7:31 pm) |
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I am really tired at the same time as not feeling remotely tired. So i have no idea what to do. I shall share some useless facts with the people of the blog world. Actually my mind has gone blank so i won`t. I watched The Falcon and The Snowman again today. Excellent movie. I just reminded myself i was going to look into this and see if they are still around. I will let you know. |
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| On a clear day you can`t see the wood for the WMD`s |
| 01.17.05 (12:14 pm) |
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[image]yabasta_78069918.jpg[/image] I wonder what the future holds. I haven`t even worked out the past yet. Then the present needs attention. |
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| whoop whoop |
| 01.17.05 (6:28 am) |
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that`s the sound of the police. [image]yabasta_1114229492 .jpg[/image] I feel like listing some good songs about cops. Leftover Crack - So You Wanna Be A Cop KRS ONE - Sound of the police The Clash - Clampdown NWA - Fuck the Police Bodycount - Copkiller Junior Murvin - Police and Thieves Help me out with some other good songs about cops. |
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| juvenile really |
| 01.17.05 (5:44 am) |
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| insomnia blog number 1 |
| 01.16.05 (6:27 pm) |
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[image]yabasta_1166787191 .gif[/image] Sleep is required so naturally the mind will not allow it. It is always a relief when the mind is in control, well maybe not always, but i wish the mind had decided i should sleep. I dislike emoticons. I think i am anti internet sometimes but i think it is just my dislike for the way the internet encourages lazy behaviour. I am trying to resist my lazy side. It is not doing too well. The good thing about having no job is that i can`t get fired for cussing my boss down. The one thing better is that i have no boss. Or maybe i am amy boss now and i so far hate the lack of money i have given myself. |
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| BUSH MYSTERY SOLVED |
| 01.16.05 (6:11 pm) |
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George Bush is funny. That man makes everybody crack up with laughter. He doesn`t know his left from his right and he sometimes has trouble making sentences. Everybody adores George`s comedy shows. Democrats and Republican`s alike tune into "The George Bush news laughter hour" every night. Perhaps it is simply that simple people like simple people to lead them and if that is true then there are quite a lot of simple people in America. Surely it is not anything more than that? Elections would not be rigged would they? Governments don`t lie do they? "Weapons of mass destruction related programme activities". So what makes people evil? What makes them not care about human life? We are told Osama Bin Laden is that kind of evil doer. He has weapons of mass destruction, no wait those plains with odd objects underneath were American. In fact between Osama and Saddam they had very little in the way of weapons. Prescott Bush used to deal with Hitler and got in trouble for it. The CIA used to deal with Nazi scientists on MKULTRA mind control. I have found the answer. Mind control. Bush is under mind control. You have seen those hypnotists on t.v. making people eat onions as if they are apples and stuff like that and pretend they are a dog. "saddam Hussein is a threat to peace". The only logical answer to his logic of massive death to bring about peace is that he thinks he is eating an apple. "EVIL DOERS". [image]yabasta_156770343.jpg[/image] The Illuminati has been using mind control through FOX t.v. and they have used it on Bush too. Clinton aswell. [image]yabasta_1043079396 .jpg[/image] It is all so clear to me now. "subliminable" [image]yabasta_771063391.jpg[/image] |
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| help a love story get to the happy ending. |
| 01.16.05 (3:15 pm) |
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This is my story for anybody who wonders. I decided to tell my story because i appear to have traffic here. You might all be opening the page by mistake and clicking away straight away but i decided to take a chance and speak to you personally. I am a begger now as you can see. If you look to your right i am now accepting paypal donations. I am sure nobody will use the service but i aint too proud to beg. I am not saving up to buy a car or anything like that though. My mission is love. You might be romantic. You might have some spare money. I know there are better causes, lots of people need money more than i do. I am aware of this but i do have a love across the ocean. I am engaged to an American girl and live in England. I am currently going through the process of getting a k-1 visa. This process is long tough and it costs a lot of money. It costs more money than you can imagine until you start doing it. You have the obvious costs like the filing fee and the medical you have to take and then there is the mailing it all and the phone bills because we are apart. This is just the start. I shall go backwards a little. Back in July my fiance came to England to visit me for 10 days. She was not my fiance then but she was going to be. I went to pick her up at the airport and i was waiting there for hours and hours. I didn`t know what was going on. I was worried something had happened. After tryign to find out if she had been on the plane i found out that they were not allowed to tell me for security reasons. So i had no way of finding out if she had even been on the plane. A few more hours went by and i decided that there was nothing i could do. I phoned her house but no answer. Eventually i learnt that she had been stopped at immigration. At the time she had just moved home so she had no job yet. She was stopped and asked lots of questions. They simply decided that they didn`t think she was going to leave. The plane ticket cost me nearly £500 and all we had was one night together because they gave her a temporary pass. What a load of crap. I phoned up to try and complain/appeal whatever. I was told i had no rights essentially. They had found out we were getting engaged so suddenly we became suspects. Anyway in October i was missing my love a hell of alot so i decided i might aswell fly to America and then we could be together for a few weeks and sort out some of this visa stuff. I was really worried about getting into the States what with the new finger scans and stuff. Luckily i got in. I had planned to join an agency that claimed it always needed pickers and packers. They lied and so far have not given me work. I have an interview tomorrow for a minimum wage job. I have debts from my trips and add to that the cost of this love thing. Things are hard right now and to add to this i can not work straight away on entry to the States. This story has been trimmed down for the reader but i would be very grateful to anybody who donates. |
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| Dancing with the Devil at a Fancy Dress Nazi Party. |
| 01.16.05 (2:41 pm) |
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So Prince Harry is in the news for dressing up like a nazi. It is always odd that the press will go mental when somebody dresses up like a nazi but as soon as anybody acts like a nazi they seem to be big heroes. The bigger worry for people should perhaps be those closer to the throne. Prince Philip for instance who famously said that he would like to come back as a virus and kill 80% of the earth`s population. That was just one of his catalogue of dodgy sentiments. Those who believe Diana was murdered of course might feel that there is at least hope in her children. The trouble is that they appear to have been well groomed into the royal model. Spoiled rotten and all they need to do is the odd piece of charity, peasant aid work. The Queen`s christmas message was very love thy neighbour and tolerance was her big theme. But then you must put that in context of her position and he money and the real world where most people don`t live in her world. The illuminati is the kind of talk that will either get you killed or get you laughed at. They will either remove or mock you when you suggest the possibility of unseen power. More and more though the dark forces seem to be comign out during the day. You just need to look for them perhaps. [image]yabasta_389897758.jpg[/image] |
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| picture upload problems blog |
| 01.15.05 (8:07 pm) |
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So you get the free blog and then decide you want to upload pictures. It says get the pro version for 20 dollars and you can do this. You get port 80 everytime and i have n idea what port 80 is. bloglogs |
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| meouch |
| 01.15.05 (5:07 pm) |
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I was over at Public Enemy`s website reading various articles.
I was reading this particular article int he terrordome section and he mentioned Young Buck stabbing a cat on t.v. Being as cool an dhip as i am i was trying to figure out what kind of man would stab a cat. Of course later in the same article he mentioned cats in a different context and i realised my error. I felt so stupid i thought i would blog it. |
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| one small blog for man |
| 01.15.05 (3:49 pm) |
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So the time for history sake is 00.47a.m. English time on the 16th of January. This is my first jaunt into the world of blog. I feel both naked and awkward yet also inspired to do great things. Then i remember it is just a blog. It hits me that i could be blogging in some far off place but i am blogging in this place. Wait that makes no sense, wherever you go you are in fact right here. Well no actually because my heart is home in GA. I will be going home soon i hope. blog message ends. |
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